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Thursday, July 16, 2009
rockin robin tweet tweet tweet
omgomgomg it's tomorrow it's TOMORROW!!!
this this THIS is what it's like hahah was talking to my parents about facebook/twitter and the like, mom was like, what on earth do people use facebook for and my brother patiently explained the mechanics of microblogging and tweeting. so i chimed in with an example, i am baking cupcakes now. and my dad was all why on earth do people need to know you're baking cupcakes now!!? it was completely hilarious but i guess this conversation and its variants have taken place too many times to be funny anymore! why are old(er) people like that?? Tuesday, July 14, 2009
however far away; i will always...
oh OH p.s. i can't wait for anberlin ( :oD)
what! what!
hee hee i've been shrinking back and back and i'm almost disappearing. somehow i can't wait for school but i'm scared at the same time. now it feels like i'm moving so slowly the air is ten times denser and my muscles are weak. i'm hungry and sleepy and craving something sweet like sugar and i really really want to go to croatia and italy and greece so yeah maybe i don't want to go to school. i hope tomorrow i bump into an old friend on the street so i can grin and say it's been a while, and find out how they're doing, i hope i am absolutely charming to the taxi drivers, the bus uncles and food court aunties because they look so sad sometimes and i occasionally want affirmation of my existence, a la gogo and didi. oh that just made me miss intellectual stimulation in many, any form. yeah life is lonely sometimes but it's lovely and uh, well, nice. i'm going to clear all my rubbish history and ancient relics, both virtual and tangible and maybe save the pretty, still-meaningful bits as much as i can. everything, at this point really feels so dynamic and alive and beautiful it hurts a little bit. i think tomorrow, i will explore.
Tuesday, July 07, 2009
traces love
1. don't keep score
2. say what you mean 3. no blackmail 4. no tests 5. it's not a competition angry! >:( hahah ok not really that's just a cute face. what am i doing, screaming into the hollow void that is cyberspace at midnight? it's been very long, waiting holding on waiting for you to talk to me again. i don't even know when's the last time we did. i think it's also cause maybe i didn't really talk to you for a while. like, properly. i know you love me, that i'm not just saying so because i'm so "loveable". it's true i know it even though i don't see it. i'm not mad at you, just tired (from nothing, i know, nothing compared to what you do) i guess. and distracted. help me out ok? or tell me if it's too much to ask. at least say something, please! ok i know you've helped me out a lot already and i just don't take the hint and am very unappreciative of you. and i know you've done so much for me. though sometimes i do feel like a hypocrite talking to you like we're the best of friends. even now, like this. but i just am needy that way i guess. Monday, May 04, 2009
love love love and there'll never be no more
The past 7 days
2 overheard conversations about religion 3 X 4 hours working working working 60 dollars earned :( 3.5 days of bliss and 1 special k 8 little boys and girls 1 tiny laptop and a power power point 3 awesome meetups with 9 awesome friends 0 cupcakes 1000 kisses 4 library books as yet unread 2 wishes 3 dreams and 1 came true and i'll keep my opinions to myself. Hello! :) Monday, April 27, 2009
paraesthesia
park the car
drop the phone sleep on the floor dream about me |